slept from 830 am until 6pm ... yesterday fo camp ... was quite boring and fun too ... the treasure hunt was kind of interesting ... too bad UIC didn't come if not i'll torture her until she die :X ... all year 3 are game masters (GM) ... i didn't go fo camp when i was year 1 or 2 ... so yeah ... me ah bao and henry was in the same GM team and we played with the freshie and year 2 longest chain ... the plan was to ask them use anything that they had to form a chain around the perimeter of the area outside fc2 ... and we hid the clue cards to the next station in fc2 ... ah bao suggested to put the clue card in one of our pockets and it ended up in mine ... with my genius suggestion, i put the card in the fire hose ... quite deep in ... and i still put in the plant that is infront of mac ... and above the drink machine ...

before the first team came and ah bao wanted to act as if it is not a station here ... so he sat there reading comic while me and henry hide somewhere ... i hide in the lift lol ... took them quite long to find me ... anyway ... while they form the chain with atm ez-link card 2 dollar notes slippers all sort of stuff we help them bath :D ... and of course after bathing we help them put a bit of "powder" ... they easily found the clue hidden on the drink machine ... and off they went ...

the second team came and we didn't have time to hide ... so as usual longest chain ... while they search i gave them a clue "close to ice cream" and they immediately search that mac stall -_- ... a few went over and search the plants but didn't find it !!! ... i gave them another clue " the place is different" i gave this clue is cause the place in mac looks different from food court ... and the final clue that helped them found it is "earth and ground" ... earth because plants and ground because soil ... finally they found it ...

so the 3rd team came and the clue that was given is "near yet far" and "hot then cold" ... finally we narrow down on "near yet far" ... the one in my pocket ... i changed the clue to "near and far" cause since they were moving around some of them are near to me and some are far ... ah bao gave them so many clues and finally i gave a wonderful genius clue "a thing that fly ... a bookworm" why ? ownself figure out :D ... and then not enough time le so the games stopped ...

we gave the 2nd and 3rd group clues to the next station ... the actual clue card was " inbetween orange and watermelon" ... the original meaning is cause orange is small so its a tennis then watermelon big then basketball ... but i gave the clues "inverted" "a place but doesn't describe a place" inverted cause orange is the colour of basketball and green is the colour of tennis ball ... i can't deny i'm still a clue genius ^^ ... i LOVE to make ppl think :D ...

another thing stupid is SPSU ... seriously they suck ... we had to leave fast cause they are having their night walk ... so while we walk back to fc5 we saw their fake leg and fake head ... and we were told we cannot go back to mlt2 from fc5 cause of their stupid walk ... wtf ? ... every year 1 PAY them and yet they want to restrict us ... if we dun pay them they will still be alive ? ... NO !!! and yet they act as if SP belongs to them and everyone must listen to them !!! we must all ask for a refund from SPSU ... and they dun even allow us to play our instruments cause of their night walk ... wtf ? ... come on lah SPSU ... our music is better than your music lah ... we can scare them more than you all can lah ... anyway ... thats all so tired ... zzzzzzzzzzzz

hmmm bugis is a good place to go lol :X ... cause alot girls to se WHAHAHAH ... anyway ... after 1 week in SP i can say that there are MUCH more girls :D ... thats veryyyyy good ... and the weather in SP is getting hotter too wheeee ... now i love fc6 sia ... since got a chance to see UIC and still got much more other girls to see ... how enjoyable ... but like YG say see no use also cannot touch ... but who cares ... i saw UIC today at fc6 wheeeeeeeee ... think she didn't see me ... SP i getting a brighter future ... i wonder when i'll see much more girls in engineering side ... oh yeah and i put in msn messenger in one of the sitap ... so fun can use msn at school ... now dun need to use that stupid laggy + always dc webmessenger ...

anyway reading da vinci code ... dunno how true are the facts ... but if everything is true ... then the religion is gonna die ... also they mention the magic number PHI which is 1.618 ... hmmm i wonder if its true ... it says your overall height divided by the height of belly button to toe = 1.618 ... you guys can try it out then tell me lol ... i always forget to try it out -_- ... lala~

hmmm ... just now go steamboat at marina bay ... so fun lol ... i ate a raw egg again ... i break the yolk then slowly drink it down ... wheeee ... dunno why this egg not much taste ... last time that egg got more eggy taste ... anyway its a good experience to eat raw egg ... you all should try it ... wun stomach ache de lah rofl ... now my stomach wierd wierd de haha ... maybe cause of that uncooked egg ... anyway ... first week of school is boring as usual ... finally put msn in one of SP sitap ... wun tell you all where i put it :p ... then my gems is soooo fun until ask me draw -_- all tc fault :X ... anyway also good ... learn how to draw eventhough my drawing like shit ... but who cares ... at least i managed to draw Rina out :p ... oh well ... dunno what to say le ...

i'm making a decision ... a decision that indirectly involves UIC ... and it would a big decision of me ... i dunno what to do ...............................

hmmm you all must be thinking what is hidden side ... basically its just the side of me that i dun show it ... and no one has saw it before ... actually now ... i'm feeling scared ... to tell the truth ... i dun dare to talk to UIC ... or look her in the eye ... i only know how to occasionally steal a glance ... when i saw UIC yesterday in band ... i dunno to feel happy or scared ... happy cause she there ... scared cause i dun want to sink deeper ... yet ... nowdays i can feel my heart beating very slighty when i think of UIC ... but its just so very light ... its like being trapped in the middle ... i really dun think she should know anything yet ... but hmmm ... i dunno ... anyway i also can't do much ... i dun have to courage to do anything ... maybe cause i afraid of getting hurt again ? ... so many questions yet no answers ... who can answer meeeeeeeeeeeeeee ...

wierd thing about me is that i can talk to other girls well but i just can't seem to talk to UIC ... i dunno why ... i can joke around easily ... talk crap ... but not to UIC ... dun ask me why cause i also dunno ... i'm just afraid ... haiz ... how old le still scared of girls -_- ... ahhhhhhh ... hope UIC same gems as me :X ...

anyway i made a barcode with UIC name in it lol ... i tried it in SP kiosk and it works !!! the name really came out wheeee ... lol of course i wun put the barcode here ... after anyone just print it out and scan then i'll die ...

i'm sinking deeper and deeper ... one day i'll fall for you ... i hope ... not so soon ...

ahhhhh thats bad ... when she ask her if that person is UIC she said yes >< ... now its revealed too fast ... but anyway those people that i want them to know already know it except UIC ... i wanna STRESS this ... UIC IS NOT THE PERSON THAT I LIKE ... somehow joanna still thinks that UIC is the one that i like >< ... but no ... it might be good to like but ... i can't ...

so ... ITP finally OVER !!!!!!! WHEEEEEEEEE ... my torture ends here ... for now ... anyway i dunno what to write le ... and yeah ... i'm gonna remove all the clues to UIC ... cause its moving too fast ... too fast for me to catch up ...

my first story to be posted ... the story and all characters are fictitious ... the names are all made up and doesn't represent anyone living or dead ... here goes ...

a vowed that was set even before they were born. the family of girl was a close friend of boy's family and their destiny, couldn't be changed; until recently ... girl and boy had grown up together since they were born and they knew each other very well. as their families were not well off, they always share their allowance with each other and always help each other. they knew about the vow and, secretly in her heart, she really wanted it to come true.

they've grown to live and accept each other and it seems nth can seperate them ... as the years past, boy's family managed to get out of the poverty cycle but girl is still stuck there. one dreadful day, the time has come. his family had to leave the country for better opportunities awaits them and due to greed, both of them had no choice but finally ... to seperate from each other ...

"you'll be back ?" she asked. "i don't know ..." she couldn't believed her ears. " what you mean you don't know ? ... after all the years we've been together ... the vow ... everything !!! you can leave everything behind ? ... i don't believe ... i don't believe !!!" she kicked him and ran away with tears dripping to the floor. the anguish of the departure of her loved one, she couldn't bear it in her heart. his last words kept surfacing in her mind "i don't know ...". 'how could he have not known ? why he don't stay ? why must he go ? why must heaven break us apart ?' so many whys and yet no answers. she couldn't forget him. she couldn't survive without him and she couldn't imagine life without him.

he didn't know what to say to her. all he did was to send an sms ... 'we are too young to know what is love. i'm sorry ... good bye.'

what is love ?, she thought. "love is when 2 people are together ... happily ..." she whispered to herself ... "damn you !!! i know very well what is love. i know how to love you whole heartedly !!! it is you that don't know how to love !!!" her voiced echoed the room and she broke down in tears ... "i lost him ....... NO !!! i can't lose him. i need him. i want him back !!!"

(to be continued...)

hmmm today was so bored at work ... i broke my solitaire high score again !!! ... this time with a score of 7456 and a timing of 103 seconds and of course draw 3 ... wheeeee ... what a great accomplishment lol ... then got bored so i decided to make my own suduko puzzle !!! ... it was hard to make ... very hard >< ... have to think alot ... i made 3 puzzles ... but i'll publish only 1 here ...

hmmm and henry thinks that zhuo bian is yang chen ling best song ... well ... lol ... what you guys think ? ... i still like li xiang qing ren ... anyway here's the suduko puzzle i made ... hmmm ... if anyone can solve it hor ... i'll give you one letter of UIC name ^^ ... enjoy solving :D ...

yesterday night go cycling at east coast park ... so fun sia ... i love the breeze ... so cooling and shiok ... then also can see alot ice creams :X ... but hor i think they must put the cycling path closer to the barbeque pits ... cause too far hard to see ice creams clearly lah :X ... was fun cycling with my usual group except yg ... who is always 'coming' ...

then just now went to party world !!! ... OMG my first time there leh ... went with henry yf and tc ... can't believe it !!! i can't believe i stepped into a karaoke place ... OMG ... lol :X ... yeah its my first time ever singing ... although everyone singing was quite horrible + super out of pitch + shouting our lungs out ... it was fun lol ... like yf say you can't find anywhere else to shout out loud so just shouttttttttttttt ... and i think i'm going to lose my voice >< ... oh well ... then went sakura with my family at science center ... compare to my trip to marine parade sakura with my friends ... this sakura trip at science center wasn't that fun ... that time at marine parade we eat until we can't stuff anything else in and ran can't walk !!! AHAHAHAHAHA :X ... that was where i bought azumi !!! ...

too much good food already >< ... i think i'll die eating ... hmmm maybe i'll die eating REAL ice creams instead ... and i still got half cup of gelato ice cream from venezia in the fridge ahhhhhh >< ... and yes ... its a miracle that i eat so much but still so slim :X they should hire me for those slimming products ... sure ppl will believe de ...

zhi yang won campus superstar ... well to me it was kind of expected eventhough i didn't hear them sing just now :X ... but yeah yeah ... dunno what to write le ... oh well ... tmr itp again ... have to draw out the hardware diagram le >< then still have to write out a stupid report ... so that they can buy the equipment ... yeah we're that powerful there :X ... without us they can't survive WHAHAHAHAH -_- ... and my timetable still haven come out !!! i wanna book driving de !!! ... nooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo ...