hmmm you all must be thinking what is hidden side ... basically its just the side of me that i dun show it ... and no one has saw it before ... actually now ... i'm feeling scared ... to tell the truth ... i dun dare to talk to UIC ... or look her in the eye ... i only know how to occasionally steal a glance ... when i saw UIC yesterday in band ... i dunno to feel happy or scared ... happy cause she there ... scared cause i dun want to sink deeper ... yet ... nowdays i can feel my heart beating very slighty when i think of UIC ... but its just so very light ... its like being trapped in the middle ... i really dun think she should know anything yet ... but hmmm ... i dunno ... anyway i also can't do much ... i dun have to courage to do anything ... maybe cause i afraid of getting hurt again ? ... so many questions yet no answers ... who can answer meeeeeeeeeeeeeee ...
wierd thing about me is that i can talk to other girls well but i just can't seem to talk to UIC ... i dunno why ... i can joke around easily ... talk crap ... but not to UIC ... dun ask me why cause i also dunno ... i'm just afraid ... haiz ... how old le still scared of girls -_- ... ahhhhhhh ... hope UIC same gems as me :X ...
anyway i made a barcode with UIC name in it lol ... i tried it in SP kiosk and it works !!! the name really came out wheeee ... lol of course i wun put the barcode here ... after anyone just print it out and scan then i'll die ...
i'm sinking deeper and deeper ... one day i'll fall for you ... i hope ... not so soon ...
wierd thing about me is that i can talk to other girls well but i just can't seem to talk to UIC ... i dunno why ... i can joke around easily ... talk crap ... but not to UIC ... dun ask me why cause i also dunno ... i'm just afraid ... haiz ... how old le still scared of girls -_- ... ahhhhhhh ... hope UIC same gems as me :X ...
anyway i made a barcode with UIC name in it lol ... i tried it in SP kiosk and it works !!! the name really came out wheeee ... lol of course i wun put the barcode here ... after anyone just print it out and scan then i'll die ...
i'm sinking deeper and deeper ... one day i'll fall for you ... i hope ... not so soon ...




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