as the title says ... i did play an april fool joke on joanna ... lol ... the whole story is like this ... she is also guessing who is UIC ... and after seeing that specific aya pic she came up with 2 person ... one is ****** and another one is ****** ... both might be wrong ... or maybe not ... i dunno ... and i'm not so crazy to reveal the names ... so anyway ... just now i told her ... "joanna i tell you who is UIC" ... she said "okay okay" ... then i said "UIC is ******" she does look shock lol ... so anyway as usual she say really ah ... then i say you believe ah ... then i broke the bubble ... april fool !!! ahahaha :X ... she gave me this look -_- ... rofl :X ... evil me whahahahha ... so fun ... enjoy guessing joanna !!! you still have another 72 days left ^^ ... wheeeeee :X ... so thats the joke ... yeah yeah ...

ahhh side track abit on my life ... headache again -_- ... from using too much computer ... all because of my ITP fault ... cause i got nth better to do there except play solitaire ... made a record of 6131 points in 128 seconds using draw 3 ... ouch ... my internal head hurts ... anyway ... can't get my temp pass for TAB cause they say our duration too short -_- ... then no choice everytime have to wait for someone to escort us into and out of base ... after spending like 3 weeks there ... I STILL HAVEN SEE ANY OPERATIONAL PLANE ON THE GROUND ... how pathetic ... go air base dun see plane zzz ... kind of saddening ...

yay my sis brought back ice cream from her work place ... i mean REAL ice cream ... the ones you can eat ... not that type of ice cream that i always mention ... she works in taka basement sell ice cream ... forgot what shop name -_- ... but she work part time only ... so dun bother go find her get free ice cream :X ... and wtf my timetable is not out yet ... stupid school of EEE so slow >< ... wow what a long post today ...

hmmm ... today i'll talk about me ... what attract me most in a girl are ... her eyes ... why eyes ? ... cause i realise that the eyes does tell alot things ... you can see the feelings in her eyes ... the character in her eyes ... the expression in her eyes ... the focus in her eyes ... i dunno why it will attract me that much lah ... but thats what it is ... it doesn't necessary need to be big or sparkling ... its just ... what i see that attract me ... some ppl eyes does some don't ... its hard to explain ... the life in their eyes ... i just like to gaze at it :X ... especially when UIC look at me ... that effect :X ... of course i learnt how to look into ppl eyes then i realise how powerful the eyes are ... i realise that nowdays the first thing i look is their eyes ... thats just me ...

btw i remade the UIC puzzle and now it is MUCH simplier and less complex ... until now ... only 2 person knows the answer to it ... excluding me ... one is henry other one is ... the one that knows who is UIC ... why that person knows ? cause that person gave me evidence and broke some of my clues so i told that person lor ... i wun reveal the name if not sure alot ppl will pester that person de lol ... of course i already gave a clue to who is that person ... only you have to find it ^^ ...

this would be a long post ... hmm i can't be blogging everyday now cause of stupid itp which makes me become no life ... i tell you all ... STUDYING IS BETTER THAN WORKING !!! ... really trust me ... my work life is horrible -_- ... studying you got more freedom and you can skip lessons anytime and no one is gonna ask about you ... but when you're working and you're not there ... everyone will find for you ... plus they give you stupid things to do ... things that you are not supposed to do ... and then my temp pass not approved cause they say i stay at TAB for too short period of time -_- ... wth ... oh well ...

anyway ... got a new collection to my soft toys ... got it from PS arcade :D ... it was sooooo cute man ... and here's a pic of it as usual ...










cute hor ... you all must be wondering am i gay or what sia ... why pink de ... lol ... got blue and yellow de too ... but i choose pink not because i'm homo -_- but because its the most cute of them all :D ... love it so much lol ... and i'm hugging it and typing this lol ...

ppl might be thinking that i'm crazy to catch all these toys ... but i tell you ... through catching it ... i realise what is happiness ... when i caught it ... i was so delighted ... you all might think that so what ... money also can buy ... pay someone $50 and you can have it ... BUT ... the difference is the accomplishment ... the self satisfaction ... the enjoyment of catching ... all these money can't buy ... only ppl can give you it ... of course the feeling can't be described for everything that has a meaning is meaningless ... so always enjoy yourselves no matter what you do ... no matter what is the outcome ... only you can give yourself happiness or sadness ...

hmmm ... today topic would be UIC ... must give ppl the correct idea of what is UIC ... if not ... so anyway ... UIC means Unique Ice Cream ... ice cream refers to girl ... so UIC = unique girl ... simple as that ... and when i mean unique it doesn't mean i like her ... it just means that she's unique to me ... really ... i can say that i dun like UIC at all ... like as in no feelings lah ... cause my heart is as usual empty ... i can't put anything inside or take anything out ... so its kind of impossible for me to like anyone at this present moment ...

Everyone got their own UIC ... but it doesn't mean that finally you will fall in love with your UIC ... and btw ... i believe that at one moment in your life there can be only 1 UIC ... and of course it will keep changing ... oh and why i give clues to ppl just to guess who is UIC ? ... because nth is free in this world ... if you want something you have to work for it ... you have to think about it ... basically i help the human kind to use their brains and think ... the clue "the answer is in my nick" is very very simple ... i put up that clue in my msn nick from 17/12/05 until 5/2/06 ... wheeee i can see ppl searching for their chat logs if they have one ... btw the clue is still always there ... somewhere ...

and for the benefit of js ... since he say he can't see my dp ...

ahhhh after cooling down ... i managed to get my blog back up ... nth much to say ... but yeah yeah okay okay no no ...

okay half my html code is gone just because of some stupid publishing bug that blogger.com has ... so too bad lah ... and i'm too fed up and pissed to redo the hardest part ... so i'll be a selfish guy now who keeps everything to myself cause i got no where to express ... cya

let me share with you all my first week at Tengah Air Base (TAB) for my ITP ... (broken english but who cares ...) *note : no secretive stuff will be revealed and i dun know any secretive stuff ... so for those terrorist ... dun bother looking for anything here ...*

TAB ah ... security very tight sia ... then hor first day can't go in cause of clearance blah blah blah ... then around 10+ then got in ... then hor go in they ask me do automation of some test equipment using ... VISUAL BASIC !!!!! WTF ???? ... i study aerospace electronics not IT !!! ... so no choice have to learn -_- ... then they having something on so have to eat combat ration for the first day ... their canteen food quite nice ... especially the hor fun at somewhere ... so special taste sia ... totally new ... then everyday ppl have to escort us in and out ... so ma fan ... i want temp pass !!! ... then when they escort us out rite ... we have to wait for someone to go home and that someone will escort us out ... so if no one go home then we have to wait ... so sad ... AND NO OVERTIME PAY !!! ... and now still dunno how to use VB ... and hor ... funny thing is they dun have the equipment to do that automation thingy yet and the coding to program it comes with the equipment ... how sad ... oh and they using GPIB to do it ... PC link to GPIB then to IEEE ... so gay ... anyway ... its hell there ... SO DUN GO THERE FOR ITP !!! ... i warned you le ... and hor i still haven see any fighter aircraft yet !!! ... oh well ... sad case lol ... oh yeah ... and i think they fail their dirty dozen ... we lack of knowledge and they want us to do ... lack of resources too leh ... haiz ... its supposed to be done by their ppl de ... but they all dun want to do ...

oh and i saw a few nice words in their toilet ... "ppl dun plan to fail ... ppl fail to plan" ... "an optimist is one who sees a green light everywhere while a pessimist sees only the red stop light ... but a truly wise man is colour blind" ... nice hor ... they still got talk about goals ... what an interactive toilet they have ^^ ...

hmmm forgot what to write ... ahhhh ... yeah yeah ... okay ... no no ... :X ... first of all let me tell you all how UIC looks like ... She ... she ... looks like a girl ... oops :X ... lala~ ... part 4 now ... gonna talk about the relationship that ppl know as BGR when you're in pri and sec school and in poly, jc and above you are supposed to be more 'matured' and so ppl dun call it BGR anymore ... anyway this type of love is ... well ... too many kinds and variations ... i'll try to list all of them out ... if i remember ... but first of all ... i want to say something ... like is one sided while love is two sided ... it means 'like' is unreciprocated love (go figure out the meaning) ...

first type is a type which i see as the best type of love ... it is the 'normal' type of love where ppl got feelings for each other blah blah blah ... it can be said as the hearts are linked together ... why linked together ? cause i said the heart receive small hearts and thus the heart would then contain small hearts of another person ... so this would mean that they are linked together ... dun understand ? ... too bad :X ... this type of love is everlasting and it is very hard to break the link ... why ppl can still love someone who is dead after so long ? it is because of this type of love ... a love that bond them together ... a bond that they can't live without it ... a bond that gives the will to live on ... treasure this type of love and aim for it ... the love that ask for nothing ...

another type of love is ppl love just for the sake of money ... thats why old millionaires managed to get married at such an old age ... hey thats the truth ... ppl can yearn for money but they must not link it with love ... there is no bond ... no true love between both parties ... this type of love will die very fast ... once the person go broke ... bb to the relationship ...

love because of dependance ... some ppl ... after living so long with another person cannot leave that person ... because they depend on each other ... they though they love each other but the fact is they don't ... they just need the support of each other ... this type will last until they realise that they can live on their own ...

ppl do love for the sake of loving ... why ? cause love is a wonderful thing ... they wanna experience it ... so they just accept anyone ... of course they get to experience the love that the person shower on them ... but ... its not sweet after all ... cause love is 2 sided ... they will only experience the one side of it ... their own side is totally hidden ...

force marriage is well ... not common these days ... but this type of love hor ... can become true love ... why ? ... cause it is the way it is :X ... ppl really can fall in love with each other if they spend ALOT time with each other ...

hmmm nth to write le ... and i write too long le >< ... dun care ... hope you enjoy reading :X ... hmmm what type of love i have now ? ... i'll say none ... my heart is still empty ...