"Buddha: so if u dun like her? u wld go design her pic? do her name inverted and all this.. writing all this in ur blog to announce that u did her name I-Q-G-N-O-Y.. so wat is ur intention?"
i design whatever i want to ? ... and the inverted name is explained in the tag le ... its a game for ppl to guess who is UIC ... its just a very simple game ... a guessing game ...

"Buddha: are u sick? pervert or wat? if u dun like her? u wun do all this?"
i'm not sick or perverted ... yes i dun like her and why i do this ? ... its all explained above ...

"Buddha: unless u are pervert... and wat lan qiao uic.. lim bei uic washing powder leh.. knn.. how big liao still so childish"
well UIC is a coincidence with the washing powder cannot meh ? ... what thing childish ? ... using the term UIC childish ? ... then in this world alot childish ppl le ... everyone that use any term is childish ? ... btw its lan jiao not qiao ... pls brush up on your vulgarities ...

"Buddha: contradiciting blog post... say dun mean anyone still ask us go find out... like licking ur own balls.."

its a collective term get it ? ... no ? ... then brush up on your english ... and btw i think you still dun know the real meaning of UIC ... i wish i can lick my own balls but i can't reach it ... can you lick your own ? ... dun ask others to do it if you yourself can't ...

"Buddha: and at least i dare to tell the truth feeling of me to the girl i like despite of rejection"
your english need brush up lah ... its true feeeling not truth feeling ... this shows that you are NOT Buddha at all !!! ... a Buddha will not like anyone ... so you can change your name now ... you say you tell the girl you like her BUT using the name Buddha ? ... ahh ahhh ... a person that hides behind another name is not a male :) ... reject you can tahan lah ... you thick skin ... but not thick skin enough to put your real name ...

"Buddha: at least i dare ok
Buddha: wat abt u?
Buddha: dun dare i guess"

hmm i dare if i really like her ... like i said many times i DUN like her ...

"Buddha: because osama knows how to hide? and u are stupid
31 Mar 07, 01:01
saddam the great: ya. you won't believe this, i am a gazillionaire because exchange rates are high.. hey.. heard osama is a chee bye kia.. why i die first..
31 Mar 07, 00:59
Buddha: saddam... u so rich arz? can buy com from di zhang wang
31 Mar 07, 00:54
saddam hussein: i am now using com in hell.. muahaha.. just visiting.. the god of hades is a good man..."
both of them chatting ... nth for me to say ...

"saddam hussein: i stupid also not as stupid as this bastard who write this blog one.. i read and read think he bloody talk cock.. wat ice cream.. why treat girl like ice cream one.. so bo liao.."
talk cock is talking crap ... is ice cream crap ? ... i dun think so ... do you ? ... i NO treat a girl as ice cream ... its just a TERM i use for them ... as usual PPL DUN READ !!! ... bo liao ? ... i think you more bo liao ? ...

"Buddha: hahah... well said... a fucking contradicting asshole"
fucking contradicting asshole ... first thing an asshole doesn't fuck ... it gets fuck ... pls get your facts rite ... well an asshole is contradicting ... it lets things go out and go in ... dunno what it actually wants ...

"Buddha: why u wan to do this kind of stupid thing? why?"
stupid thing ? ... i'm making humans think !!! ... didn't you realise that the human race nowadays can't think ? ... their thoughts are stagnant ... thats why i make riddles for them to think ...

"Buddha: making the girl as ur game char? u think fun? u like the feeling of being played?"
making girl as game char ... don't everyone do that ? ... you see taiwan game show ... girls are the game char ... so i'm just following them ? ...

imagine this ... you walk into a pet shop somewhere ... and you see this dog ... a dog that you never seen before ... a dog that you want to look at always ... a dog which you realy want ... and at the first look you want to buy it home ... but you dun have the money to ... so everday you visit the pet shop ... first is to see the dog ... second is hope that no one had bought the dog ... and third is to hear of any news of ppl buying the dog ... fourth is to know how the dog is doing everyday ... what is going on with it ... is it living well ... any problems with it ...

after awhile a few ppl want to buy the dog but ... the dog doesn't like them ... its better if the dog likes the owner and the owner likes the dog too rite ? ... they can yearn so much for the pet but the pet doesn't want to go home with them ... you are also yearning for it but you dun have the money to buy so the yearning is lesser ... if you dun have the money to buy you should move on to another pet ? ... a pet that will maybe like you ... and you like it too ...

for those who have the money to buy but the dog doesn't follow you home ... isn't it heart wrenching ? ... thats why you would feel less pain cause you know in the first place you dun have the means to buy it ... and even if you have the dog wouldn't follow you home ... thats why it would be a smarter choice not to raise money to get a pet that doesn't like you ? ... you wouldn't want to be heart broken ... maybe unless you're sure the dog likes you and you will do whatever it takes to raise the money and bring it back home ...

this idea is really what i had in my mind all along ... and this is JUST AN EXAMPLE ... the dogs do not represent anyone or anything ... go figure out which represent which ...

hmm yesterday on my way to work ... was in the bus then got one stop a girl boarded ... so i was sitting all the way at the back of the bus ... then the girl was like sitting at those seats that is facing the back de ... so anyway ... got this ITE guy who is which a few friends ... he stood up from his seat and then slowly go and approach the girl O.o ... he sit at the other side of the seats that back the back ... and he started talking her ... WOW ... +1 for his courage sia ... i dunno what they talking about lah cause i can't read lips ... but you know ... is sure want to know that girl blah blah blah de ... both of them talk for quite long then they like no exchange numbers or whatever ... then the guy got off the bus ... hmmm ... maybe got rejected ? ... then i was thinking ... what if one day i had to do this too ... i tell you ... i think i'll faint first ... (shutup to the 'Buddha' on my tagboard) ... maybe i can't even do that ... which is the same as most ppl ... my skin still not that thick yet ... and i will have no courage to approach a girl ...

but that ITE guy pro sia ... really salute him ... rofl ... ahhhh crap ... makes me worry if i have to do it ... why ? ... cause first thing is ... i dunno what to say to a girl ... yes i suck at it ... if its just a friend i can say alot ... but if its someone i like or interested in i'll be lost for words ... hmm or maybe i dun even need to approach someone that i dunno ... oh well ...

and 'Buddha' i'll write this BIG BIG ... YOU CAN'T FIND ANYWHERE THAT I WROTE I LIKE HER !!! ... SO PROVE ME WRONG !!! ...

One litre of tears (olot) ... a super touching drama ... eventhough i completed it like dunno how many weeks ago ... but i only can find the time to blog now ... i have my reasons ... anyway ... olot is based on a true story of a girl with Spinocerebelluar Degeneration disease or something like that ... basically it is your cerebel ... dunno how to spell ... getting small and small day by day ... and there is no known cure at the moment ... so you'll lose control of your whole body and one day will eventually die in your sleep ... so this story is about the girl who fought with the disease ... who tries so hard to live on ... to live a fulfilling life without any regrets ... so basically thats the story ... i wun say more cause its up to you to go and see the drama yourself ...

and i really wonder ... how many ppl in this world actually lived a fulfilling life ? ... a life that you are true to yourself ... where you try to live your best everyday ... where you treasure your life and others life ... and in this world ... ppl are so weird ... why they want to kill ppl ? ... disease and disasters are already taking ppls life and yet ppl still want to kill more ppl ... still want to harm more ppl ... i wonder if they really have a heart or not ... of course olot have lots of class politics as the story is set in a school life ... well we have politics everywhere ... ppl hate each other ... some just don't know the real reason behind everything ... while others just listen and believe ... oh well thats the world ...

class chalet last 2 days ... was fun lol ... it was at costa sands ... there no chio bu see de zzzzzzz ... so sad ... nth much to say bah ... or maybe i'm lazy to type ... anyway ... joe went fishing at night around 12 am ... then he caught something wtf ... an eel with a fish together ... eewwwwwwwwwwww ... its was like alien to us ... got pic de ... but i lazy to put up lah ... rofl :X ... anyway the eel died a horrible death ... the fishing hook went through the body and hook through the head ... YUCK ... and OUCH ... btw it was slimey and sticky ... wtf ... dun even dare to touch it ... threw it in the dustbin ...

then later part me and pheng went to walk at pasir park ... then hor ... we saw one couple came out from the same toilet ... wow ... i wonder what they are trying to do lol ... and no we didn't catch anyone making out in the park :X ... so the next morning since everyone went home ... then i also want go home de since not going wild wild wet ... tay got 4 tics free cause of the chalet package ... but later tay say we go lor ... so we go lor ... only 2 of us ... how gay ... but okay bah ... go there enjoy life nia ... at the tsunami pool there relax ... weird thing is i not sun tanned or red lol ... but fun bah ... shiok ... then go back home and SLEEP !!!!!!!!!!!!! ... end of story ...

just now on my way home on the bus ... i looked at this couple and (the girl is cute ...) suddenly a memory flash past my mind ...

i suddenly missed how she looked at me ...

suddenly ... i missed gazing at her ...

haiz ...

hmm last few days newspaper got say a 9 year old girl gave birth ... wah i read le totally shock ... then the next day ... they show a couple kissing under a void deck and an MP or something like that want to promote dating as a CCA ... WOW ... i would love to join that CCA ...

anyway back to story ... really crazy lah the world ... can you even believe in SG ... such a reserved country can actually have such a case ... 9 year old girl got pregnant by same guy in same pri school ... omfg ... i wonder what they learn in school nowadays ... and for whatever sake at such an age they know how to get pregnant ??? !!! OMG the guy even know which (this is getting crude ... kids pls close your eyes when you read this ...) hole to go in ? ... wtf ? ... omg ... they are so smart ... can say try all the holes lah ... but wtf ? ... crazy lah ... and somemore they do sex frequently at the girl home ... wow ... sg getting more and more open ? ... or maybe humans are getting more matured earlier ... which is totally crazy ... but aiya just can't get over the fact that 9 years old get pregnant ... then somemore the world record is 5 years old ... wtf ...

then the other news where the guy say what dating as CCA rite ... then got survery for PRIMARY sch kids and out of 1.5k of them ... 400+ had sex before ... OMG ? ... its only PRIMARY SCHOOL FOR WHATEVER SAKE !!! ... crazy shit man ... what is going on in this world ...they all know which hole to go in !!! maybe try an error or something ... but wtf lah ... horny kids nowadays ... they are worse than me when i'm in pri sch :X ...

so ah ... like what henry said ... ppl are doing things when they are getting younger and younger ... next time 3 year old pregnant then 30 year old retire ... wtf ? ... oh well ... thats the wierd world that we live in ...