i feel that i'm lucky ... lucky cause i didn't fall for UIC . must really thank joanna cause of what she said the other day ... it made me think twice . it prevented me from getting hurt ... again . i realise that i can't like UIC . no way am i going to fall for her . well my theory is feelings come first then character . the rest is not so impt . cause of the fact that i dunno UIC well i can't judge her on my own . so its up to other ppl to tell me what is her character ... how she act ... how she talk blah blah blah ... and joanna indirectly told me her character .
of course its obvious that i'm writing this cause i know something . ppl always ask me why i dun like go for UIC ... but the thing is i'm not close to her nor know her well ... basically i rarely talk to her . i dun even know her !!! how can i do anything ? ... yeah i know deep inside i can't hide the fact that i wanna be with her BUT ... its not possible ... cause i got no feelings and well ... i wun say what i know lah hor ... i can't run away and i can't face it ... so i got to hide it . i can't do anything for her or get to know her better ... yeah i'm distance from her ... not i want to be far from her but its just that i can't go close to her ... at the first place i dun want to like her first . well at least i accomplished that ... but the other part was not accomplished .
for those that knows who is UIC ... i thank you all for keeping it to yourself . of course still keep it to yourself lah ... NEVEREVER tell anyone else . for those who still dunno like faidhi :X too bad ... you can't know who it is anymore . and joanna you dun need to give me ice cream for my bday . it was a decision that i solely made WITHOUT anyone influence . dun ask me why i made this decision ... just read more, listen harder and look around and you'll know why . UIC was a good secret to keep and i intend to leave it as it is ... UIC would become a normal IC which would be remembered by my secret holders ... AND NO I DUN HAVE ANY FEELINGS FOR HER LAH !!!!! SHE IS JUST UNIQUE TO ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ... dun worry ppl ... i'm alright ... its a good experience in life ... lala~ ^o^
of course its obvious that i'm writing this cause i know something . ppl always ask me why i dun like go for UIC ... but the thing is i'm not close to her nor know her well ... basically i rarely talk to her . i dun even know her !!! how can i do anything ? ... yeah i know deep inside i can't hide the fact that i wanna be with her BUT ... its not possible ... cause i got no feelings and well ... i wun say what i know lah hor ... i can't run away and i can't face it ... so i got to hide it . i can't do anything for her or get to know her better ... yeah i'm distance from her ... not i want to be far from her but its just that i can't go close to her ... at the first place i dun want to like her first . well at least i accomplished that ... but the other part was not accomplished .
for those that knows who is UIC ... i thank you all for keeping it to yourself . of course still keep it to yourself lah ... NEVEREVER tell anyone else . for those who still dunno like faidhi :X too bad ... you can't know who it is anymore . and joanna you dun need to give me ice cream for my bday . it was a decision that i solely made WITHOUT anyone influence . dun ask me why i made this decision ... just read more, listen harder and look around and you'll know why . UIC was a good secret to keep and i intend to leave it as it is ... UIC would become a normal IC which would be remembered by my secret holders ... AND NO I DUN HAVE ANY FEELINGS FOR HER LAH !!!!! SHE IS JUST UNIQUE TO ME !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ... dun worry ppl ... i'm alright ... its a good experience in life ... lala~ ^o^
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