concert finally over ... means no more chance to see her ... oh well ... what can i say ... well ... i didn't take any pic with her ... cause i didn't want to and i dun regret it ... or maybe i should regret it ... i really dunno ... there's nth i can do anyway ... what can i ask for when i dun even talk to her ...
hmmm ... concert over can't see her anymore ... maybe if i'm lucky can see her in sch but i rather not ... actually i dun ask for much ... i just want to see her ... look at her ... gaze at her ... i want to see her expressions actions and of course her full of life eyes ... thats all ... i dun need talk to her or anything else ... i just want to look her ...
there's something which i still dun dare to do ... which is look directly into her eyes ... whenever i'm looking at her then if she suddenly turn around i would immediately look away ... i dunno why ... i just dun dare to stare at her directly ... why ? ... cause i'm afraid ... and weird thing is i talk to alot of girls ... except her ... hmmm ... just kill me ...
looking at her really made me happy ... and it really made my band life wonderful ... at least i can like look forward to see her :X ... oh well ... its my decision all the while but maybe the most regretful thing is not being able to like her ... why ? ... i guess i dun have the courage to like her ... sad but thats life lol ... of course i lost the game ... i lost to myself ... in my life i'm always playing a game with myself ... this time i guess i lost ...
thank you yq for being my eye candy ... you're so unique until no one has ever replace you since the day you are UIC ...
hmmm ... concert over can't see her anymore ... maybe if i'm lucky can see her in sch but i rather not ... actually i dun ask for much ... i just want to see her ... look at her ... gaze at her ... i want to see her expressions actions and of course her full of life eyes ... thats all ... i dun need talk to her or anything else ... i just want to look her ...
there's something which i still dun dare to do ... which is look directly into her eyes ... whenever i'm looking at her then if she suddenly turn around i would immediately look away ... i dunno why ... i just dun dare to stare at her directly ... why ? ... cause i'm afraid ... and weird thing is i talk to alot of girls ... except her ... hmmm ... just kill me ...
looking at her really made me happy ... and it really made my band life wonderful ... at least i can like look forward to see her :X ... oh well ... its my decision all the while but maybe the most regretful thing is not being able to like her ... why ? ... i guess i dun have the courage to like her ... sad but thats life lol ... of course i lost the game ... i lost to myself ... in my life i'm always playing a game with myself ... this time i guess i lost ...
thank you yq for being my eye candy ... you're so unique until no one has ever replace you since the day you are UIC ...




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